Monthly Archives: July 2016

Dear me- (10.07.2016)

Dear me,

Do you remember the year 2014, the hot summers day when I unshackled you from anxiety. I took you to the beach and knelt on one knee and begged you to marry me. Although at first you were reluctant, you agreed. We made love that day and for many days come. I whispered songs of love in to your ear and you began to see your beauty. We were happy and married and ready to bear our children we called dreams. You would wake me up at 5AM and hazily we would sit down to drink our tea and make our dreams reality.

Then on a dark winters day, came along a boy with hair as black as the night sky and eyes that you swore held galaxies. We fell for him forgetting the promises we made to one another on our wedding day. Our existence became all about him. Day and night we would imagine being with him. Others said to leave him be that he would never be ours. That prophecy eventually became true. After he left it was just me and you had gone back to your cage shackled with anxiety and I at the bottom of the sea unable to breath.

It has been a year since our separation and I know that you have been trying to find me and slowly but surely we are uniting.

I want to write this blog so that should history every repeat you will know how to find me.